Well, went to the doctor today to see if he could help me with my anxiety issues. Thankfully, my blood pressure had returned to normal for the most part, and he gave me an SSRI to help balance me out. We will see if this is the route for me, or if I need to go with something else.

For me, medication was always a last resort, almost a cop out when it came to emotional issues. Maybe that is because I don’t want to end up like a lot of my cracked out family. However (you can ask my husband), my anxiety has started interfering in my daily activities, so I needed to do something fast before I went completely nuts. :)

The sad part is, the medication is to help me not worry about all my real problems. heh.

Thus the pity party ends.