Disclaimer: Blantant whining post (like the rest of mine aren’t; whatever)
I am beginning to think I am sinking into a state of depression. Not the “I cry my eyes out all the time” kind, but the “I can’t feel happy” kind. I really don’t know what’s making me feel like I just do not want to get out of bed and face the day every morning, but even mundane tasks are hard any more. I think it could partially be because of all my added stress at work…it makes me not want to do anything at all when 5:00 hits. I want to go home, crawl in bed and never get out. I am not having anxiety problems, so I don’t think it’s the GAD not responding to my medication. Crap, I don’t know how to fix it so it’s irritating me. Everything is irritating me. I feel crappy, physically and mentally. I don’t feel like I ever look good, and my life is total crap. As usual, the one bright spot is my husband, but he has his own stuff to deal with, and can’t always be there to make my whiny ass feel better. Part of it is hormonal, I’m sure, but I am so tired of feeling sad!!!!!
I don’t know what to tell ya…I always thought you had a good life.
It does sound like your work load is a bit unfair though. If there’s any bit of it I can take off your hands, I’d be glad to do so.