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I have been really tired and irritated lately. Thankfully, the source of my irritation seems to have disappeared for a little while, so I should have a decent week.

Cheers!

As of late I have been surprisingly more comfortable in my skin. Granted, I still wish I was skinnier, but I am no longer feeling completely disgusted by my body. It’s been quite the transition, from being little and cute, to being a slightly larger person. At times I have screamed and cried and starved myself, only to binge 3 hours later and feel like shit again. My medication I have to take to prevent myself from completely going insane causes a ravenous appetite and drains my energy. I can never get enough sleep and the idea of working out makes me tired. However, that’s the price I pay for wanting to feel emotionally stable.

At any rate, I know I still have good features, even if a slim waist and defined jawline are no longer on the list.

In 3 months I go back for a checkup to see if they can start weaning me off the Lexapro. Something to look forward to.

I have had a few people ask where the link to the “Google search to find mp3s” has gone, so I am going to re-link it.

I created an HTML doc to make it a little cleaner:

Google Index Search

I will be putting it in my nav too. Have fun.