A: Because it feels sooo good when I stop.
Today was awful. Not “oh I’m in my usual beeotchy mood” awful, but really terrible.
I woke up later than I meant to, which always sucks. I was nearly later for work because the person tanning before me was laggy by 10 minutes.
My dizzy spells kicked in BIG time today, to the point where I felt like I was going to pass out a couple of times. DAMN WITHDRAWAL TO HELL!!!!
The work stuff I will save for my private musings, but let’s just say that my homicidal tendancies were refreshed. ‘Nuff said.
The oral surgeon’s office gave me the wrong time for my consultation, so I had to reschedule that. They did not have my information OR xrays on file, so that was a clusterfuck all the way around.
The only highlight of the day was playing mini golf at our “company outing”. Pretty fun, even though I did fake chipperness when I really felt like curling up in a fetal position until this damned dizziness goes away.
I refilled my Lexapro today…it’s going to stay in my desk drawer at work, just in case I flip out.
I can’t WAIT to go back to Hell tomorrow.
Fuck I can’t wait to start/finish school. I am so sick of having a JOB…I want to be a professional, I want to do something where there aren’t any loopholes or second guessing. Embalming, here I come!!!!
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