So another sucktastic day @ work is almost over, and I am mentally and physically exhausted. I won’t go into why, but I am simply tired of….everything.

I have a 9am appointment with my therapist in the morning, plus class and everything else. Bleh, I am stressed out.

I talked to my Dad on the phone today about possibly buying my truck, which spiralled into a 15 minute guilt trip because I don’t call him enough. I told him, flat out, that I am a bad friend, an even worse family member, I am self absorbed and get wrapped up in my own stuff and do not think about anything or anyone else. The whole phone conversation left me feeling shitty about myself and just generally disturbed.

I’m not happy right now.