deletedItems: Life, Love and the Pursuit of Zombies.

I really do not want to go to class tomorrow, but I have to so I might as well suck it up.

I have an appointment with my therapist next Thursday, so hopefully I will be able to come to terms with some things going on in my head.

It amazes me how forgiving people can be. Personally, I write people off very quickly, far too quickly in fact, if they do something extremely f’ed up.

I am pretty much a heineous bitch most of the time, plus I have a lot of stuff in my past that I would rather forget. This doesn’t seem to make people like me less however. It surprises me. I’ve had a few run ins, of course, but in general I think people actually like me and I am baffled by that.

Perhaps I judge myself too harshly.

My problems that began this weekend aren’t completely gone, but I am closer to having a handle on them. I just need to get myself focused.

Speaking of being focused, I had my first college homework today, and decided that I hate Math all over again. Nothing makes me feel as retarded as trying to do math homework. Bleh. I got it finished however, even the extra credit stuff. I just have to somehow make it fun to do in my head.

I hate math.

Well, here’s to getting myself back down to earth.

My friend from Austria is going back Thursday. I didn’t get to spend as much time with him as I had hoped, but we will (hopefully) keep in touch via the internet. I guess MySpace is good for something.

Well, enough rambling, I’ve had a long ass day and I am going home.

Cheers!