I feel darkness
building inside
a gulf of pain
as deep as it is wide
The love I am given
is more than enough
I don’t deserve it
yet I cannot give it up
every gentle embrace
brings tears to my eyes
then I stumble again
and a part of me dies
Monthly Archives: September 2006
Deserve (circa 2001)
27-Sep-06Two Trees
27-Sep-06Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, “Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?”
The birch says he cannot tell.
Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling.
The birch says, [...]
I am soooo profound…
27-Sep-06I was talking to a friend of mine the other night, and in a moment of clarity, I said:
“I think my biggest struggle right now, is that even though my actions show will power to not give in to my urges/weaknesses, I still can’t forgive myself for having the urges in the first place. [...]
