All this summer/fall, I’ve tried being little miss social, hanging out with friends, making plans, being proactive in trying to gather more people around me…but I’m through. I am literally exhausted with trying to do everything and be everything and play nice. I’m not saying that I don’t want to hang out on occasion, but I am not going to seek out activities to be involved in. I tried it, it was ok, but I don’t want to do it any more. No more parties, no more outings, nothing. I want my old friends and to just be me, instead of worrying about what other people think all the time.

I’m through.