It's been a decent day for a Saturday. I went to class, took a nap, then went to a friends house for a small birthday gathering. Met a few new people and saw some old friends. 

I find it interesting that I no longer seem to have as much social anxiety as I used to. Once upon a time, I would consistently be comparing myself to others, and feeling my own shortcomings, but now, I still do that to some degree, but I take the postive aspects of others and try to find ways to improve myself.  

Maybe it comes with getting older, maybe I've just developed a more confident personality. I know that I do not need constant affirmation that I am doing ok, that I am liked, that I am needed or wanted nearly as much as I used to. Maybe in my quest for normalcy in my own self I've actually made some improvements.

At this moment, I am happy with me.